pains of internship.

two months plus into internship life. as much as i dislike my current jobscope,all i can do is to pull through and praying very hard that i can settle into my job asap so that i can perform at my best.

life these days have been so good and organized. i work five days a week and on my two off days i would spend it with jx. jx have been so so so supportive of me and he is willing to listen to my whines every single day without feeling annoyed. thank you jx,thank you for being such a sweetie to listen to me all the time,to pick me up from work whenever i'm feeling lazy or tired or when i had a bad day at work,for spending almost all my off days with me,for bringing me to eat nice food whenever you can because you know that i always skip lunch during work.

i dont wanna lie but i'm so obsessed over jx now. he makes my world a better place to live in. and i sincerely thank him for that.

my love,

our first picture taken tgt after my internship interview.

happy 2nd monthsary my dear. though its just a short period of time but to me,the past two months were the best i ever had. you changed me to a happier person with happy thoughts everyday. waking up and falling asleep to your texts makes me feel blessed.

believe me,i know its not easy to be my boyfriend. its not easy to love someone so insecure,so demanding and whine non-stop everyday. thank you for your efforts and i really do appreciate it alot.

thank you.

toy museum!

candies that jx bought for me!

exhibits from the toy museum

camwhore time!

thanks

me with no make up.

thanks for all the efforts that you've put in to fold the roses. i know it isn't easy and you even had to sacrifice two nights of sleep just to complete it so that you can make me happy.

i'm so happy to have you. so happy that i met you. you're too good to be true and i'll definitely cherish you. like what you've said,there may be happy times in this relationship but there will also be sad times. but those are the times when we get to know each other better and learn from our mistakes. but thanks for not giving up,thanks for staying and willing to teach me to be a better person.

you never fail to make me smile and read my mind. too many coincidences between us has already convinced me that right this moment,you are the one whom i want to be with.

thank you junxian.

xoxo,

april

vday

polaroids taken over the week and the bouquet of folded roses that jx did for me <3

unlike the others,

you never gave up on me though i let you down a couple of times due to my insecurities. i'm really thankful to have you in my life,though we're gonna be busy with school/internship in mar,i hope that we will cross this obstacle together,hand in hand.

女孩很害怕

由始至終我還是無法把我心裡想說出來的話說出來.

我害怕面對你的答案,也害怕自己無法招架.

我很害怕.

2012!

hello everyone! its 2012!

so....some small updates about my life....

1) internship @ St Regis!


had an interview on the 29th and was told that results would only be out in a week or two butttttt i received this piece of good news within 3 days! kinda looking forward to interning in a hotel but definitely not looking forward to starting internship almost a month before my friends start school :(



2) ^^

till next time!

merry xmas!

feeling really happy today :)

and once again,i hope that this will last.

MERRY XMAS!

Nuff said.

i cant get things right.

therefore i dont deserve anything.